Tuesday, February 17, 2009


Dirimulah yang kucinta
Dirimulah yang kupuja
Dirimulah yang di minda
Dari pagi hingga ke senja

Tika kurasa payah durjana
Tika di hati tidur tak lena
Hanya terbayang senyuman saja
Siapatah tidak iakan pesona?

Matamu bagai emas permata
Mulutmu pula sekuntum mawar
Wajahmu cantik tidak terkata
Kiranya lain semuanya tawar

Manislah sungguh tawaanmu
Menerangkan hari yang suram
Elegan sungguh tuturanmu
Alam kan jadi kian tenteram

I wrote this when i was half-asleep, and didn't really realize till now!!! Sometimes I scare myself...

Oh, and I wonder... Who was I referring to??? Now i'm REALLY scared... :(

My goodness, i'm going crazy, no? Clearly, ICPU no good for health... :P


Monday, February 16, 2009


You know those times where there's a HUGE EMPTINESS in between stuff?

Or people?

Yup, just like that...


P/S : If u're thinking "Awww... Dis guy's saying he's lonely!!!" Nah, sorry, I just ain't :) And nope, i'm not in denial!!! No way, no way!!! :P

Sunday, February 15, 2009

No regrets!!!

Many things in life we do...

Many things we know we should do...

Many things in life we wonder if we should do...

Many things in life we guess we should do...

Many things in life could have done...

Many things in life we wonder if we could have done...

Many things in life guess we could have done...

Many things in life we would have done...

Many things in life we wonder if we would have done...

Many things in life we guess we would have done...

But one thing i've learnt... Never live life with regrets...
Yes, we might've done something wrong...
Look at the past as a mirror...
Only by looking at the past can we move forward towards a better future...
Live life as if every second counts...

Because it does...

Life's not really all that long...
It's not really worth getting stressed up over matters...
If something happens, it happens, no?

And if it doesn't, well...
God knows, does he not?

My whole life in in Your hands, Father... You have planned out my life and You know what and when, or if something is meant to happen... Father you love me and You care for me... Help me Father to love those around me and to care for them, so that they can feel the love that You have never withheld from me... Help me Father to always look to You for guidance and never stand in my own power, for there is none that is mine alone... Be with me Father, and I thank You that You always are! Thanks Father!!! I know that You will answer this prayer of mine Father, for I ask this in Jesus' name... AMEN!!! 

In any case guys, just wanna say thanks for a great (albeit single) :P Valentine's Day, and thanks for those who brightened my day, those i'd seen and those i'd not... I bet you guys shared the same fun?

Next time we go to Ah Tan's house, everybody goes, okay? :P

(Oh and i can NEARLY play the drums lolz!!!)


Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I'd Rather...

I'd rather
  • You happy and me sad
  • You strong and me weak
  • You glad and me upset
  • You comfortable and me uncomfortable
  • You at peace and me at war
  • You well and me ill
  • You joyful and me mournful
  • You blessed and me woeful
  • You alive and me dead
  • You unscathed and me wounded
  • You soaring and me crawling
  • You be loved and me, hated
  • You blest and me cursed
  • You sitting and me standing
  • You laughing and me weeping
  • You smiling and me frowning
  • You be calm and me, tossed
  • You be warm and me, in frost
  • You in spring and me, in fall
  • You stand tall, and me be small
  • You run free and me chained be
  • You love and me resent
  • You the best and me the worst
  • You cheered and me booed
  • You built and me destroyed
  • You rooted and me sinking
  • You be you and me be me!!!
'Cause after all, you are my friend, my dearest friend... A sacrifice as such would never cost, or feel like it costs as much... Making you smile, seeing you happy would more than repay for anything done against me...

Wow, a sacrificial love...


P/S: Friends, thanks for always being there for me, if you're reading this and think that you're a friend, then yup, this one's probably for you!!! :-)


Friday, February 6, 2009

It Is Well...

Well, I guess it's only fair that I write another post, after leaving the blogging scene for sooooooo long... Sorry guys but i've been terribly busy with lots and lots of work... Anyway, let me share something with all of you...

There's a song, one written a long time ago, one that has kept me going on, one that has always helped me when I feel like the whole world is going against me...

And so, here goes!!!

It Is Well with My Soul

Horatio G. Spafford 

1. When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,   when sorrows like sea billows roll;   whatever my lot, thou hast taught me to say,   It is well, it is well with my soul.  
Refrain:  It is well with my soul,   it is well, it is well with my soul.   
2. Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,   let this blest assurance control,   that Christ has regarded my helpless estate,   and hath shed his own blood for my soul.   (Refrain)   
3. My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!   My sin, not in part but the whole,   is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,   praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!   (Refrain)   
4. And, Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight,   the clouds be rolled back as a scroll;   the trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,   even so, it is well with my soul.   (Refrain) 
This song here, like any other good song, has a real interesting history, one worth sharing with all of you... 
Horatio Gates Spafford (October 20, 1828 - October 16, 1888), was  a successful lawyer and a man who was involved and maintained a keen interest in christian activities, yet some thing happened to him that I, personally, am not sure if i'd ever be able to withstand...
1. In 1870, his only son (Horatio Jr.) died of hayfever at the age of 4
2. In 1871, the Great Chicago Fire (he was a prominent lawyer there) swept through the city and destroyed almost everything he owned. (He also invested heavily in the city's real estate)
3. In 1873, Horatio decides his family should go for a holiday in Europe, and decides to send them on their way to England (he was delayed by business), while crossing the Atlantic, their ship Ville Du Havre gets involved in an accident, all four of Horatio's daughters die.
4. Anna Spafford (Horatio's wife) sends a telegram from England beginning with two words "saved alone..." Spafford rushed to England, and when crossing the place where his children died, the captain called Horatio to his cabin and told him that they were doing so. It was during this time when Horatio wrote the words to the song...
Amazing how strong some people can be, even in the worst of conditions... Anyway, one thing I do know, if anything happens, I  should still be able to say "It is well with my soul..."
Father, help me to be strong, to be able to always realize that my life is in Your hands, and that in all things Father, You work for the good of those who love You and are called according to Your purpose... Help me to be strong and help all my friends, family and people I know to depend and trust in You in all circumstances... Your will be done in my life, Father, for all this I pray in Jesus' name...