Where? What Do I Do???

*grits teeth*

Choices are hard to make...

To do this and (possibly) affect that...

Or to do that and (possibly) lose out in that...

And unfortunately there isn't a middle way in this matter...

What?

Nope, I don't have much time either...

I have approximately 11 hours to decide...

If it don't work out, I might be in deep trouble...

And if it does...

I might have been digging an even deeper ditch...

Didn't ever think that making a choice like that would be so hard...

Meanwhile, as I review housing options, a couple of thousands of people review the fact that they don't have ANY house, needless to say options...

And several thousands more fear for their lives, and their faith...

People of Haiti, my prayers go out to you, and to those fearing too...

Love? Bah! Humbug!!!

Love?

Is it just a myth?

Is it just some weird, preconceived notion came up with by people of old?

Some kind of philosophical idea made up?

So say it does exist, is it just something that... Is for a select few?

A guy once said...

Love brings so much happiness, yet it's so sad...

Love is so beautiful, yet so ugly...

Love is so uplifting, yet so crushing...

And love is so painful...

But yet...

So worth it =)

As a friend said, that's it, the great irony of love...

You know what? I think love does exist...

As a friend said, love is... Misunderstood...

Whether or not love does exist to you, I cannot tell...

But what I do know is this...

Without love, I would not be here today...

And love? That's what I believe my faith is all about...

A love story, and a couple more...

Most misunderstood? Yes...

Most misused? Yes...

But definitely...

Most mesmerizing too =)

No matter what you say,

To me, it's true =)

MAL

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P/S: It don't mean nothing, or it might mean something... As usual xD Love you guys =D Welcome back to my blog xD

Count Your Blessings...

I find it to be a matter of interest when I see people doing stuff that personally have never done, or ever have any plan to do... As in... EVER!!!

Okay before you think i've gone loco due to excessive exposure to soething or other (mainly the pretty high exchange rates and expensive food DDDD=), i'm actually talkking about those guys...

Hmmmmm... Okay details details...

I was walking along River Thames yesterday (personal request, i've always wanted to walk by there with family since the day i flew over London...), when there were... I've honestly no idea what you call them... Buskers? Anyway, they were street performers, but they were doing stuff like mime or just being a statue kind of thing, all in the FREEZING COLD!!! Yes, it's nothing close to some of the weather i've endured during Walks on campus, but hey... Working so many hours a day just standing still in the cold? Just for a couple of cents so that I can get something to eat? Now THAT... Is sad =(

I laud their bravery, their courage and determination to stand firm and stand still in spite of the strongest winds, but much more than that...

They tell another story...

What they do there, it adds to the city's beauty and splendour...
What they do, it may be boring...
What they do, it may be their life... Their entire story...

But... One reminder... EVERYONE, no matter how insignificant it may seem, has a part to play...
From a *ehem* "sanitational engineer" (ask Canadian locals what this means) to the tycoon right at the top, to politicians to the beggars...

They give a city the different perspectives, and that's what makes a place, a place...

EVERYONE influence something or another...
Treasure one another...

Cause...

In the end, it's one another that we have, and that makes up what we see.

Just some ranting =P (Now don't say don't spew weird analogies and messages anymore!!! xD)


MAL
:-P

Ahhh, It's good to be (Half) Home...

Now before you go about asking "Haaaaaa??? You go back Malaysia haaa??? =OOO", Nope, i'm not in Malaysia... In fact, i'm in a land I barely even know, other than in name...

HEY GUYS!!!! MALCOLM HERE!!! LONG TIME NO SEEE!!!! xDDDDD

And i'm...

*drumroll*

LIVE!!! FROM ENGLAND!!! =DDDD

At this moment i'm with 3/4 of my family (missing koko, he's busy back in Malaysia... Oh well, a doctor's gotta do what a doctor's gotta do... D=)

And you know what they say, "Home is where the heart is..."

I guess it's hard to say where my heart actually is right now... It's so confusing... I'm in a land that I know nothing (not much anyway) about, my friends are now spread all over (focusing in North America and South-East Asia mostly...)

But hey, i'm soooooooooooooooooo elated to see part of my family again... You have nooooo idea how much I miss them =)


Anyway, that was just a short update =) I'll try and keep you guys updated =D

I hope to see most over you over the break, k? =D Miss u all toooooooo!!!


MAL
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P/S: Shoutout to all the new readers!!! HEY THERE!!! xDDDD WELCOME LOLZ XD
And to the other guys, sorry I took sooooo long between posts, been so busy... I'll try and update more regularly k? *Wink* xD (Oh and shoutout to Lilian, thankx for reminding me to write again lolz xD)

A Loooooooong Time? Nah, Just A Second, Dude!

"Love seems the swiftest, but it is the slowest of all growths. No man or woman really knows what perfect love is until they have been married a quarter of a century. "
- Mark Twain

A tremendous trend I have seen ever since I stepped foot onto this land...

A land so beautiful, yet in deeper sense, not so...

A land so huge, yet in retrospect, not so...

A land so blessed... Or is it?

How many broken families i've seen...

How many people, children barely in their teens witness a separations, events with such a lasting impacts that they never recover? That they never comprehend the true meaning of love? Of perseverance? Of holding on and being with someone who's a friend, one who would stick with you through thick and thin? One whom you could get angry with and then come back to and apologize, and say that you love, and mean it with all your heart?

How many of these children... Crave this kind of love? Search everywhere, even in all the wrong places for this love?

Why do words like "Oh, I can't live with her anymore", "Oh I can't stand him", "He takes advantage of me", "I don't love him anymore"... WHY... WHY do these words appear? Why do they even exist?

I cry out on behalf of those who are victims... I cry with you...

I am blessed... I truly am...

Mummy always loved, and always loves Daddy, and Daddy always loved, and always loves Mummy...

I am thankful, and always will be for this day, 26 years ago, when in a small church, halfway across the globe from where I am now, two lives were intertwined in holy matrimony...

Two lives which unknowingly, have always been teaching me to hold on to what I believe in... To love unconditionally and to wait for God's calling in everything I do...

To be responsible in all I do, to never fear, but trust... To know that there's One above who has planned my whole life ahead of me, to believe that in all I go through, He knows best...

And above all...

To love =)

To Mummy and Daddy...

Cheers! Because of love, Kerana cinta, Ying wei ai =D

I love you Daddy, I love you Mummy...

I always will =)

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!!

MAL

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The End? What Do We Do Now? =O

There's all this hype about how the world's gonna end in the year 2012... (influenced by 2012, the movie I went to watch with my seniors... Btw, i must say, not bad movie...)

So, honestly, here's what I think about it...

Ok honestly now...

Really...

I think...

NAH!!! Not gonna happen, sorry... xD Not at least till I get my degree from vet school hahahaha xD

Okay let's be serious now...

Inasmuch as don't believe everything from that show, it got me thinking...

And it made me realize one thing, one thing I should always practice... (ALL of us for that matter...)

Live everyday as if it were your last day on this earth...

Life is... Not as long as a lot of us would want it to be... I mean, anything could happen to anyone, at anytime...

So go ahead! Tell your parents that you love them... Tell that friend of yours that you love him/her... Tell your neighbours you love them in spite of their loud parties every night and their crazy drinking habits...

If you've never done it (or in a loooong time),Give your mum and dad a hug... Give your friend a hug, say sorry for those things that you've wronged them with, forgive them for those things that they've wronged YOU with...

Call that guy you haven't talked to in years because of some silly thing between you and that guy...

Appreciate those around you, those far away, those nearby...

And most importantly, spend everyday as if it were the last...

I feel like doing that...

MAL

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P/S : Shoutout to all of you readers out there!!! I love you!!! *Group hug!!!* xD

I Never Did Realize...

Never did realize think it that way...

I mean yeah, sure, I always thought that you know "what you do now will influence the future", yodda yodda yodda, blah blah blah...

But today it actually struck me...

I can do something...

I can actually change the world...

I mean think about it...

How many people in the world have no hope, have no vision? How many people in the world fall into corruption? How many people in the world know not love? How many people in the world are orphans, victims of AIDS? How many people in the world slit their wrists, jump off buildings due to depression? How many people in the world sell themselves to feel like they "belong"? How many kids turn to wrong avenues because their parents went through a divorce? How many people try to get intoxicated every night to be one of the "in" group? How many people seek? How many people try to become human "do"ings instead of human "be"ings?

How many people need God?

I know I did...

And I know I still do...

And more so, I know I always will...

Do something.

MAL

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